9:44 a.m. - 2004-05-11

& i mean, what can i say? if i had money, you assholes, i'd sure in the fuck send it to you so youd stop calling EVERY TEN MINUTES. as it stands, though, i have -50 dollars in the bank & no money in sight. ah well.

im in pain all the time now and im starting to wonder if its all worth it at all

hurting twenty four hours a day every day is a surefire way to make you question how much you really want to be alive aaaaanyway..

i think this is all just payback for being a shitty person for the last 23 years