1:43 p.m. - 2003-10-20

im glad my michele is happy now

im kind of happy, too

the stomach stuff is getting better, but only because of the drugs i take every day

over a dozen pills, but if it helps, it helps

madeline is doing so wonderfully

shes growing into this little person with this big personality and shes so smart that she amazes everyone constantly

and i still cant go anywhere without having a dozen strangers stop me and exclaim over her

im kind of proud of her

i know i dont update a lot lately but i dont really *do* a lot lately

i rarely leave the house, my medication isnt really helping with the social anxiety bullshit like i'd hoped it would

so its a lot of playhouse disney and top ten solitaire and cleaning and things like that

madeline broke my glasses yesterday & i have zero money to buy new ones

so right now im wearing them anyway with one arm broken off im sure i look pretty cool

i guess thats one reason its good i dont leave the house, yeah?

anyway, i update my livejournal a little more often than i update this so if you'd like to read that, the username's the same

most of the entries that actually say stuff are friends only, though, so if you have a livejournal & wanna be my friend just lemme know

ok bye<3